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It's Been a Hard Year

 Days all melt together... all the same. I am so sad and I don't know why. It's random...  One moment I feel happy and then a switch goes off and all I want to do was crawl into bed. One minute I feel fine, then the next it's like I'm dying. Not even things that once made me happy work anymore. I feel awful, and of course I just tell people, but it's awkward for them, so they don't check up on me. Everyday gets worse. Why is everyone so quick to assume you're better?! I AM NOT BETTER.  But no one cares. I am not good enough for anything I love...  no one sees any potential... so I must have none.  Can no one to hear me? I AM SCREAMING WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BODY! Does a fake smile and an "I'm fine" really conceal all the cracks in my foundation, or are people just too afraid to ask?  All of my dreams have been ripped away from me. I wished for such simple things none made a reality, so here I am more broken than ever grieving for those dreams, the friends I have lost, and the dead young girl who lies just behind my eyes.
Written by Lylarose (Lyla)
Published | Edited 28th Mar 2018
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