Genetically engineered caffeine

I just want you to know who i am
blue memo book
with words scribbled on the drive home
in between red lights
and people not paying attention to the road
dangerous definitions
cross out the bingo board with lines slashed
up and to the right
tunnel at the end of light
my latest yellow sun is sinking
desert sands call my name from the desperate dunes
poncho primavera
pinch me cause i must be dreaming of daisies
drank me like a leftover beer stuffed with tissue in the top
just like grandma use to do
tilted in an office chair with wheels
tapping my feet
frigid like an ice box but i’m burning up inside
break me like a candy cane
chew me like chalky medicine
who the fuck chews medicine anyways
the nurse collapsed my vein
corazón colgante muy caliente
i put it off for months
but pissing blood ain’t easy
pissing money away is
my white socks don’t match what i wear to work
i cut my days in half
throw’em in a bag and shake it up
they’ll discontinue me like a menu item at Mcdonalds
up against the ropes
hoping to come out swinging
swat like a fly
faulty fists are fake as field mice on a roof
Rodeo drives dangerous if you’re drunk
calendars full of things to do
why you’re not on it i’ll never know
i’ll crawl in the air duct like a spider
crash through the drop ceiling
blink
i’m back at fucking work again
time to trim up the raindrops
my checkered umbrella blew inside out
the wind waves like an asshole
stuff the fam-damily in the car
lets all go to wally world
fuck that name tag i’ll be who i want today
i’ve never been a martini man
but a maker in the craft of cunning catastrophe
roll me up like a crepe made from champagne
sprinkle my sugar silly
slice me up like a strawberry
i’ve not had that in years
yearnings drive my mind forward
if i throw that bitch in reverse i’m in for a hell of a ride