Awake days

Today is an awake day  
And my mind did pay  
Nervous twitches
Girls are bitches  
On an awake day  
 
At the brink of a breakdown  
Stressing and looking like a clown  
But today is an awake day  
What can I say  
But sorry  
 
What's an awake day? People ask  
It's when I can feel  
It's when my emotions topple over  
And twitches are a constant  
But they wouldn't know  
And neither would I  
If today is not an awake day  
 
Other times I'm quiet  
Or utterly manic  
No one helps  
Adult laugh  
And say mood swings are here  
They come and go without a care  
Because I was not awake  
 
But while I am I come to fight  
To speak up about my right  
My right to get help  
My right to live a life  
So while today is an awake day  
Yesterday was not.