I feel your pain

That pain...
I know it's real.
It appeals,
To the struggle that you feel.  
The sorrow with whom you must deal.
Damn.
Hard to keep that concealed.  
Losing someone so dear to you.
Heres a poem.
Oh here's a tear for you.
I remember losing someone like a brother to me.
Devastated i was.
I cried to the point where I couldn't breathe  
I swear I sat in the rain and stared at that picture  
I got on my knees
Yelling "lord please!"
"This must be a dream!"
"You're telling me a week ago to each other we said hi and now he was taken to the sky?"
Oh why?
Yeah oh why.
I never knew of death until that night.
But like everything in life.
It will be alright.
Not forever but for the moment.
It doesn't compare to you of course.
But I share your pain hoping you're able to endure of everything that's in store.
The beginning is bad.
The beginning is sad.
You just adapt.
All we have are our memories of way back.
And you have to find the beauty in the ugly.
The good in the bad.
That's the way I go on by.
Those times made me who I am.
Made me better understand.
About pain, loss, love, and hate.
Everything happens the way it happens there's no mistake.
I believe fate is fate.
And I hope one day we can all meet again.
You and your mother.
Man.
Me and my best friend.
I swear we were destined,
To do things.
But they cut off his string.
And now he's looking down.
Every now and then I show a frown.
Please know you have a friend in me.
Times are rough
We just have to take it with ease.
Be positive.
And put faith where it needs to be..