Deaths Door

Deaths Door

I paper the walls, of my mind
To keep dark secrets, so you can't find
Secrets of a young girl, gone bad
Is she to blame for everything?
I bury them deep inside
Where only the demons hide
Laughing at me, as they see me grieve
Dancing and singing, as I bleed
In a shadowy place, I am lost
How much more is this gonna cost
My pride, my esteem or my life
Death is no stranger, to my door!
Suicidal thoughts, they push and pull
My life is everything but dull
When I'm feeling manic, I'm happy
When I'm depressed, sadness overtakes me
I've rapped on many doors of death
Watching them take their final breath
I do what my possessers, tell me to do
Strangle a stranger, till they turn blue?
Good try Bastards, but I'd rather die
Trick me again and I'll give it a try
I've tried before, but never succeeded
Fuck with me some more, so I pleaded
So I can complete my final deed

Chelley Bean Poetess