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Heartbroken

I awake every glorious morning to a framed pic of you and I
Sometimes the mere image of you brings tears to my eyes
From the sadness this man gets when reflecting on our good times
Your love, understanding and encouragement is on what I used to rely
Carrying on has been one hell of a struggle cause of how much I love you
I miss you so much and I would give anything to see and be able to hug you
Your demise ripped me apart inside and there's been buckets of tears I've cried
I'm a man with pride but I can't even lie about how terribly that I'm hurting inside
In addition to your physical absence I got tired of the bullshit and cut ties with my mother
Got exhausted from all the strife of her threatening my life and wishing that I fell asunder
So Granny that S on my chest has been ripped to shreds but I'm still here
When I introspect about all of this I get pissed cause I've wasted many of years
Trying to be a loving and supportive son and this is how I end up getting done
Betrayal is a motherfucker and I wouldn't wish what I'm feeling onto anyone
So my message to my mother is fuck her and yes I meant for that to be a pun
As I fight through these dark days I'm here to stay to see more grand risings of the sun
Written by da_poetic-edifier (Damon)
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