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Self Doubt

Iím cracking under the pressure
Canít take this thing at leisure
They fucking want what from me?
They wannaÖ oh jeezÖ
I donít know what to say
I donít know how this is played
My mind reels, Iím freaking out
Everything I have to offer, I doubt
An opportunity I canít pass up
An opportunity toÖ oh fuck
I panic, my breathing rough
Itís everything, but is it enough?
Can I handle it, just go with the flow?
You know what? I just donít knowÖ
Take a breath and just breathe
Think about what they are asking of me
Someone thinks I am worth the time
Someone thinks that I can shine
I know I have something to say
But it doesnít put my fear at bay
I lack some serious social skills
And this thing wonít pay the bills
It might put me on the map
I feel like I just got slapped
With a dose of reality
That just doesnít feel real to me

© Indie Adams 2011
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Written by Indie (Miss Indie)
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