Once Too Many

Innocent and  inexperienced
I still guide you with uncertainty
 
Gradually we progress  
closer and closer..closing in to finish
can you believe it?  
finished without a map!
 
Once too many
once
now we've lost count
 
What have I done?  
what have we done?
 
Unfamiliar sensations with compensations of delight.
was it worth it?
couldn't tell without a doubt
 
The touch of your hands
your glide down my back
I was blank of thoughts-
none but pleasure
 
What did you do?
what have you done?
there's no stopping here now...
come here and play now...
 
Recall it, countless times,
tried to forget it, no matter how many times
softness of your skin...
the firming of excitement...
 
Yearn for it, more and more...
innocent, now a whore.
 
Once too many,
now we've lost count.
 
You're gone, but I want more