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Numb Errs

 
Failed     Math   x2  wayback in late'60s  
  necessitating  
 "summer school",  
   once in JrHS, & again in HS.  
 
ah, d'precious ad'o'lescent    hum  
                                             iliation  
               of Failure  
          followed relentless  [ly] ~  
 
Failed PostOffice eXam(test!)   x2 'cause    eye  
       screwed up  address# sequencing......  
             i'magine That......  
 
now n'ow (h'ow)N'ow.........iyam  "older than  
           My (#of) Years"         due to  
           chronicongestive Heart FAILURE...... ( a
maternal familiar inheritance / g'odd knows "not MY fault)!!!!!)
 
 
Ha !   A fitting fate?  Two little medical-miracle  
                     d e v i c e s...'implanted" in leftside  
                        torso, (the results, eye i'magine  
                    to be  
                the product of some deep  
          mathematics  
that would spin my brain on it's bloody arse...........  
 
"It's Alive!  Its ALIVE"  
 
but fickled survival never 'really' survives for long.....  
 
"Life"....fckn Chronically Terminal.......      but they scarce allow  
                                                                         "belief"   in  
                                                                 our finite being/consciousnes  
                                                          in the face of Eternity......(& thee  
                                                       incredulous notion of  
                                                  "My(Ego)"  
                                   not being (able-to-be) ForEver-------  
 
"Do the Math ! " **  
 
** one of so many stupid, hopelessly cliched   aphorisms  
          that gets barked by untold thou'sands humans,  
       every hour of every Day in this idiot-hyperintelligent  
           Hu-man Hu-man Hu-man  ever deceptive
 
 
                   e X is t e n c e  
 
 
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Written by dkzksaxxas_DanielX (DadaDoggyDannyKozakSaxfn)
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