My story

The hardest lesson
I ever had to face
Was leaving my children
For a guy and the dope game
At one point I had everything
Six months later lost it all
No one would trust me
Don't blame them at all
Everyone who loved me
Didn't waste a phone call
All I had was this man
A bowl and a glass dick
Was all
Homeless living in a truck
Was beaten
Cold and hungry
With nothing at all
Begged a lot of people
For money
Sold my stuff
Some not mine
Fucked my life
In everyway
Got sick
Lost some weight
84 lbs
A skeleton I became
That's when I finally was
Just a number without a name
Woke up to cops arresting me
With only two grams that's all
My first felony
Possession of meth
All because he wanted sex
From someone who he knows
Some jail time behind me
At God's great inn
Met some great people
I had almost a year clean
The abuse became greater
I just lost my way
I was stuck in a city
With absolutely no way
I started to give up
I relapsed just to relieve
The pain
The bruises I covered
I couldn't let my parole officer see
I didn't want to go back
Prison I would be
I watched my best friend
Become my worst enemy
But nothing was ever worse
When i realized Satan
Was right there with me
Making me grow
More cold inside
With more anger and rage
I couldn't control
The words coming
Out my mouth
Which lead to the
Most terrible fight
A fight I didn't win
He broke my elbow
Hit me any chance he got
I had a concussion
All because he got caught
Always cheating always lying
This man never did no wrong  the narrisstic prick
Had everything he wanted
But my heart
That was my own
Still hungry and now very hot
Stuck in misery it took everything
For me to leave
The moment I left
I was alive and free
Until the day he tried
To kidnap me
Determined he was
To take back what he lost
Finally has stopped
The devil has no cause