I am just the Misstress...

 
 I'm Just The Mistress...
 
   I crave your touch when we are apart.
But you will only touch me for your sexual satisfaction.
I hear your voice in my dreams.
But then I wake and your not there.
I yearn to feel your lips on mine.
But that is only foreplay
I desire your body against mine.    
But it will be over sooner than I'd like. 
I want to lay here with your arms around me all night long.  
But such affection has no place for me.  
 
I am just the Mistress...
    
I want to know what its like for you to make love to me.
But I will only be fucked.
I want to know what those three words sound like when spoken by you.
But I never will.
I want to know what its like to be your lady.
But Im just your whore.
I want to know what it feels like to be loved by you.
But I will never be her.  
I want to know what its like to make you jealous.
But you don't care.  
 
  I am just the Mistress...
 
   So I kneel before you and do what is asked of me.  
   So I take you into my mouth because it's your favorite pleasure.
   So I surender my body to your will.
Because that's all you need me for.
   So I fuck to hide my feelings.
Because my feelings are not valid here.
   So I let your cum replace the tears on  my face.
Because tears will not hold my sex appeal, which is the only thing that keeps you coming back to me.
 
   I am just the Mistress...
 
I fantasize about you telling me Im beautiful.  
All I get are compliments about how well I suck your dick.
I fantisize about you looking into my eyes and seeing through me.
But you only follow my gaze as you push me to my knees.
I fantisize about you filling the void in my heart.
But you only fill my cunt.
 
   I am just the mistress...
 
How I wish you would take time to talk to me.
But thats not what I'm here for.  
How I wish you would acknowledge me
But you fear we will be seen.
How I wish to feel like a person again.
But I'm just an object to be used.
How I wish it didn't hurt everytime we say goodbye.
But I have no right to have feelings.
 How I wish I was more than your dirty little secret.
But I am just the mistress....