close to believing

I feel empty and
Cold
Love is an illusion
I was disappointed
When I was told
I've gone too far
 I chose the
right path. No you
Can't tell me to make
a u-turn.
Irrespective of our
Ideologies our hearts
Blended. Loved each
Other till we became
Addicted
How can
Someone dictate who
We should love
I was disappointed
When I was told
Love only exist
In fairytales.
I feel ashamed
Cause am close to
Believing love is an
Illusion. Ashamed
Of my unborn promises
To you.