You

Hurt..
I hurt
I never hurt until you hurt me
Then you hurt me
Then you did
There were so many yous but you hurt me the most
You loved me but your love was poison do you know what you did?
Or were you to drink or high to care
Do remember the things you did in the dark?
Or were you too gone to care
Do you remember the way you acted? I bet you were too buzzed to remember running about like a five year old hitting me playfully.
Do you know how old I was when I stopped having a childhood? Do you remember the day you took it away from me the look in your eyes the poison in your breath? How many drinks? I counted 7 that's how many times you went to the kitchen to get funny smelling water. It wasn't water. It burned my throat when you went to the bathroom and I took a sip. But you were too drunk to notice.
To the other you.. do you think the scars are gone yet? Do you know what I see in the mirror? Do you know how many marks I covered up how much hair I lost from you picking me up and throwing me by it? Do you know that I'm really good at makeup now thanks to you?
To all the other yous ...
Do you know that I dream about you that my nightmares have all of your faces in it? Laughing and pointing? Do you know how much blood you made me spill because I was so fucking tired of living that I thought if for one minute if it all stopped you couldn't hurt me anymore.
I would like to tell you that I win. I beat you i no longer care I no longer hurt .
You hurt me and Im lying to myself that it doesn't hurt anymore
Fuck you and all the hurt
I'm
Done
With
YOU