You suck

Everyday why do I have to hurt
Yesterday I burned my last Sharp Shop shirt
Before there were special shirts and a fancy logo
We actually had something that meant more to me than you will ever be allowed to know
I was important to you for once in my empty life
But now I ponder cutting myself with your freshly sharpened knife
You told me that you loved me you told me that you cared
Now I get nothing and I'm always scared
That I'm never going to be special enough
Fuck you if you think this isn't tough
Why do you lie to everyone you know
You make us believe whatever you show
Cold and heartless I said it once before
I didnt know back then and I wish I never knew more
All about you when will it be about me
When are you going to realize that I'm always going to be just Nicci
Wherever I go whatever I do
I really wish I didn't have to ever think about you
Oh....... I need help I need a shrink
When really you should never assume that none of us ever think
About who you are and what your about
You fake like your real so no one will ever doubt
Your integrity
Your contribution to society
Or more importantly
Are you really Niccis' daddy?