Appreciation

Sometimes you read something that leaves you fucked up
Its rare for me to feel anything
Except what is crushing me internally
I'm very non empathetic
I've been thru some shit
Things 99% of people couldn't dream
I've confessed to people just a singel fucked moment in my shitty life
To watch them tear up and break down and cry
Men and women both alike
But when I read something that opens my eyes
Changes my mind
Hits me right in the core
like a knife stuck in bone
Just fucking sick
Thinking of everything you wished you did
Wish you said
How it could've been
If only you changed something
Said something
Or Did nothing
Second guessing
 regretting everything
A fucking battle inside all because you read something
Words are weapons
Cutting the heart strings
 Stirring emotions
I guess what I'm saying is to live
Live fully
Dream fully
Love fully
And to the max of your capacity
Take time with ones you love
Don't be foolish ask them how they're doing
Inside they could be dying
But on the outside always smiling
Life is short believe it
Don't take it for granted
Don't leave feelings unsaid
Because everything you love
Could be gone in a moment