Boiling over

we all make choices in life
thrive to survive
but life's unknown
like diving into the blue
I believe I see clearly
but you say my view
is twisted and skewed
if you only knew the things I knew
seen  and lived the things I do
then maybe you would have a clue
the darkest part of me
lies dormant and growling
the hustle bustle of people's problem's
it's nonsense to him
pray to gods you don't wake him
the rage you see in me
is just one of his eyes peeking
if he spots you he sends me seeking
sneaking leaving you leaking
fuck now I'm freaking out
the side of your mouth is all carved out
smile don't pout I got no empathy now
carve your back out
fillet the skin back
snap your ribs pull them out
your a bloody eagle now
the world has created what you see before you a hollow shell praying for death to
take him far and away from here
life's a puppeteer and I'm trying to steer
but friends and family constantly throw spears
stabing my back
and what seems like with no tears
with no cares of me or them selfs
nobody's cares
it's all a fucking joke to me
I try my best and I'm always there when you need me
but you always leave me hanging
clanging like you got power over me
maybe if your on the Internet
because you cowards know I can't beat you
stick and stab you because I'm getting so fucking tired sticking up for you fools
when I'm always left cold
getting rude lip with bad attitude
have you heard of gratitude
obviously no you failed the aptitude
the magnitude of your ignorance
and just plain stupid shit
you would be lucky
to get a job as substitute
for a prostitute
I live in solitude and this is why
because if I'm around people like this
I would rather slit my wrist and die
I'm tired of being your lie
your secret fantasies in life
then I'm left dry
all of you Karma is coming for you
and if your feeling guilt reading this
your one of these people
feeble and no equal to me
leave me alone
and find your own peace