Anticipation

The anticipation was killing him  
Waiting for her to return to his arms  
He pushed it from his mind tho  
Knowing hoping only hurts him  
And to not let it affect him
On the outside you wouldn't notice a thing  
The insides however  
Were like thunder and rain  
One minute charged up feeling grand  
Next fucked up and feeling sad  
He needed his atmosphere back  
Without her  
the winds of his soul didn't blow  
The oceans of his heart stopped there flow  
He craved her scent again  
He was used to having it on him  
Randomly reminding him of her without warning    
He craved it  
Wanting to bathe in it  
 wear it as Cologne  
 just immersed in it  
Her essence possessed him  
And flashbacks of their steamy nights and animalistic fucking  filled his head  
Her tender lips and soft skin  
The lil moans and whimpers she let out while kissing him.  
Both lost in there heads in other dimensions  
where nothing existed but them  
Her tiny body and large bust pressed against him  
Holding him like she was on the edge of the world and about to fall off  
God He loved that shit  
And Her head nestled under his chin  
Her arms wrapped around him like a Python squeezing him tightly
Loving him and feeling needed  
He loved that shit  
Those were the moments he loved best  
Just the two of them holding on tight  
 lost in a kiss .