say_im_fine  inst by JJ Beats

say I'm fine  
but I'm losing it  
a foolish kid  
losing it  
 
another day  
slips away
from me
 
get away
knock me
out of place
 
fade away
looking up
lost in space
 
contemplating
day to day
hoping for rains
 
but nothing changes
can't wash these stains
armed with blades
tear up these pages
 
fear and pain play a part
do i dare..
do i got the heart?
do i got the smarts?
do i dare to push restart?
 
laying down my cards is hard
living in art is harder
 
i say i'm fine
armed with rhymes
i say ill find
my purpose just give me time
 
in the end  
i hope it's worth it
as i run from this circus
unwinding lies of doubt
surrounded by clowns
i'm going out loud
 
i gotta look in
what is this madness
and where are my friends?
where do i begin?
what does it mean to live?
 
where do i begin?
what does it mean to live?
 
♫ instrumental by JJ Beats♫  
➥https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCM8gbVrglO5c3lJs5ytvFYw
 
Image by Alexandre Meneux
➥https://www.artstation.com/artist/alexandremeneux