You

Simply tainted,
Grotesque and tarnished,
But still she waits patiently while being impatient,
Infamy follows,
God it always follows,
Swallows what is left of her sanity,
She suppresses the screams,
Lays still in the dark,
For a second her pain feels right,
But then,
Once again,
Everything is stagnant,
Deteriorating right before her eyes,
Through out all the lies,
Through out the detrimental and destructive mannerisms,
She is still alive,
But in some ways she still feels dead,
Yet truly she knows,
I'ts just all in her head