Ad Infinitum

He began to taste unjust  
         
And  
         
Just like me, I let our promises diminish as his external bindings kept him anchored to his own self imposed misery  
         
Knowing he was my kind of heavenly bliss, we solidified ourselves in the depths of our fermenting nectar, until blissfully sweet, became sickeningly suffocating     
         
He immersed me in the depths of his mazy motions and peripheral threads that weighed heavily upon his heart until I traced the word infinity upon his lips, and he drew my breath into the depths of his heart  
         
I used to think our love was defined as immortality as we tilted ourselves towards one another, coiled, as the flowers in his garden wilted upon our togetherness and the song in my heart and soul, he chanted         
         
And I, for him, in kind  
         
We slipped through the cusp of the equinox and drifted apart as he edged himself towards her Winter, whilst I basked in the warmth of my Summer, unaware of the song he hummed in duality  
   
Oft, I wonder what it's like to ruin everything you touch, just from the weight of ones lies  
         
His honey became sour from his peripheral bindings, the ones that he once swaddled himself within to nourish his heart and soul  
         
He, became the bitter aftertaste of all his lost loves, instead of pouring his love into the love, that became us  
   
Unbeknown, he gifted us both with misunderstandings & lies.
       
The hardest goodbyes are those that are never spoken but implied by knowing, you fucked up.