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Numb

Look, I know I ain't been myself lately
I've been feelin' like someone else lately
It's prolly this empty Colt 45 that's numbing the pain inside cause truthfully I ain't felt lately I'm still a sinner, I'm losing myself, I need a sign I needed space, I needed love, I needed time and I never understood how you could treat me so heartless until I realized that you just needed mine

That's what I mean by "loving you never helps" cause I just can't decide between loving you or Myself I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it
crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all of my loses, I know what is like to lose somebody you love and I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs and I know what is like to have to let go of someone cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was but they will never feel what I feel in a world so fake I just need someone that's real
I've been dying to live, the devil shooting to kill

I just can't help but wonder if you think of me still see, I've been losing my mind
I've been losing everybody I believed in
anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing I'm coping with the pain
hoping that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving we always seem to run from those who love us the most and we never open up because we scared to get close
we running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last cause you left me when I needed you Most I said we always seem to run from those who love us the most ad never open up because we scared to get close we running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last, we just hoping it'd last

Cause I know what is like to lose a person you love In I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know truly I know
Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know truly I know
Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in
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