Xanax Blues

Dearest Crim, I know this struggle well. Benzodiazepines are alcohol in pill form. The withdraw is excruciating and dangerous. Please be careful lovely. Surf the urge as all waves eventually crash. But do not abruptly stop...ween my dear as best you can. I am wishing you well.

thank you dearest Mel i'm being careful & reducing as the doc advises still hurts I'm afraid..I deeply appreciate the love.. love Crim

It's always a struggle to face your demon's. I know how it feels wanting to forget take the happy pill you'll be normal like the rest of us. Those people that have never walked through hell don't know what  to make if us and can't understand where we come from. You'll be good it just takes time to get back to being who you are.

thank you DP for relating & such an insightful comment.. love Crim

benzos are both a blessing and a curse
i feel this one, brenda.
hope the aches ease
love you heaps and bunches
xo

thank you beautiful one they are indeed I would like to see myself without them at the moment i'm afraid fear is winning.. love you lady.. Brenda

these assholes are the only thing left in a long line of love and hatred for me. whats that old phrase..."weve come a long way baby" much love to you as I know this all too well. <3

thank you Mysterious One it is a love hate relationship they make you feel good but you hate to need them.. good to see you lady :) love Crim

Im a lurking loser these days haha <3

lovely lady you're anything but you are beautiful.. love Brenda

Ditto sugar. <3

Even your "sins" cannot dim your beauty, my lovely Dark Angel. Holding your hand and squeezing it tight. Be careful with you. I do so love you

thank you graciously lovely one for all the continued love you've shown me.. love you lady.. Crim

I can only imagine the struggle. I always wondered if our future self would want us to take something now to ease the burden on our mind knowing all too well we would go down a darkened path if we didn't.

thank you most kindly Tim that is an interesting question i'll be pondering it for awhile in the midst of things I'm uncertain.. love Brenda

It's so hard to lose the comfort supplied by benzos.  They might be the most effective med for anxiety but they're so damned addictive.  I'm having to get off the Ativan so I know the feeling.  Looks like we both got the blues Lady Crim.  Fine work!

I'm hearing a lot about doctors cracking down & taking patients off the more addictive meds.. I feel for you Sir Crow it's not easy.. thank you my friend.. love Crim

i have much say but now isnt opportune...stay above, smoke some weed, what i always traded mine for.....valium now...i digress up since sunday, slammed with to dos after three days sick...i'll return in a box of care...my best crimsin

thank you Sinister One I smoked some weed yesterday it helped settle my stomach.. take care friend.. love Crimsin

My love, I imagine this to be somewhat like the old formula train for an infant...I know when I was on my anti depressant it was a roller coaster until we found one that didn't have me uncomfy in so many other ways...speak your mind and communicate...problems are always solved this way...this dilemma will be handled as well...until then, I am here holding your hand and I've got you snuggled...

I love you passionately

yours always & forever
xoxo Taryn

thank you my love my doc prescribed another sedative today hopefully it works without making a zombie i'm tempted to go wild out on these people but then I have to think of the cost to me the manic highs are great but then I always come crashing back down.. I love you.. love Brenda

I can relate.. the anxiety is terrible, very hard to get off benzos... I wish you the best of the luck... taper slowly to avoid seizures

thank you for understanding & welcome to my pages your advise is appreciated.. love Crim

Brenda.. feel this sis.. i've been cut from 30 to 15.. guess it is what it is.. love you..


























Dave

thank you Dave I feel you too guess it's going around with all the docs.. love you my brother.. Brenda

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