An Agonizing Wait

I dreamed of you last night
As you lay beside me
Snoring as you slept
Mouth half open
Cheeks squished on our pillow
I felt you touching me
But your hands hadn't moved
I knew I was dreaming
But my moans sounded so real
It's been awhile
Like a virgin
I'll melt underneath your body heat
Pulsating in your veins
Feeling your breath hot like a sun
As you plant kisses in my hills and valleys
I clench my fists in the sheets beside me
And I wake to your morning desire
Prodding me through cotton threads
And I'm half crazy waiting
For circumstances to be right once again
I can still feel the soreness
From carrying and baring your child
So here I am
Just waiting
To be whole so you can tear into me again
I'm open
And waiting