Alive for You

If you care so much,
why don't you listen?
I'm begging for help in so many ways,
but it seems that you've grown distant.

My mind is my own hell,
my thoughts are eating my insides.
I'm just writing thought filled words
to help me survive.

Do you understand now,
that I'm only alive for you?
I love you more than I love myself,
but do you really love me too?