Forgot to carpe diem again

 

She is gone; foolish me.
I never gave her the chance to feel.
The love I have, buried deep inside my heart;
My broken heart.  She could have been a new star,
A new shining light for me to follow,
As I search for my true love.
But today will become tomorrow
And I will still not be good enough.


I only noticed you looking at me,
Four times out of the five.
One time you were looking the other way,
So I couldn’t see your eyes.


You couldn’t see me smiling at you,
Like I do every time I see you.
I couldn’t hide my feelings for you,
Because I smile every time I’m with you.


I’m stuck in time, going nowhere fast,
I’m struck by your beauty; go ahead, laugh.
I want to see you smile again,
Because it is beautiful to me and I can forget my pain.


Your eyes are enchanting;
I can’t take my eyes off you.
I want to see you, again and again.  
I need us to be two
Of the happiest people on Earth.
I want to be the one to make you laugh.


For your smile is my sunshine
And I want you to become my new life.
I want your love in exchange for my devotion,
My passion, my faithfulness and my mixed emotions.


I need you to help me to fix you,
I need you to tell me all the crazy things you do.
If you push me away, you will have to get me back,
Because I will be in pieces and I won’t have the strength,
To ask you to come back to me…only to be dumped again.
It already hurts enough.  I can’t take anymore pain.


So if you need to cheat, then go ahead,
But don’t come back to this bed.
Because I will be gone; and you will be different.
I won’t stick around and wait.  I’m not that stupid.


But love is my crucifix,
I’ve carried it all my life.
I can’t be happy without it,
I can’t be happy without a wife.


You take me back a thousand years,
Through the hundreds of lives we have lived.
I know your face from a former life,
My love is eternal, because your love is sheer bliss.


I remember your love, for it is unique,
Unlike anything else I’ve tasted.
I’d like it if you chilled with me some time,
So we could get absolutely wasted.


My life is your oyster; I’m yours if you want me?
Your wish is my command (You can have more than three).
You can have an infinite amount of wishes
And I will try to make them all come true.
All I ask for is your love and a hand with the dishes.
If I cannot have your love, then I cannot have you.


Sex is just not enough,
When you could have met the woman of your dreams.
She could have been the one.
Now she’s just sexy in those jeans.


In my left hand I offer you one night.
In my right hand I offer you love for life.
Unfortunately…
You choose the left hand every time.


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