THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

She took me in    
when i became a truly bum    
I almost killed my wasted life with my father's gun    
    
She made me feel like biggie smalls    
i was born again    
my only positive female friend    
    
I wasn't ready for    
a NEW sexy Female    
i was lock up    
She's the only one that put her house up for my prison bail    
    
She always love my spanish dick    
In my cold heart she was my only side chick    
    
Ride or die    
Till i say good-bye    
    
I always act like a cocky fuck    
I never pay her my full cock attention    
I LOVE YOU SHE MENTION    
BUT it came in one ear out the other    
I let her slip out my spanish fingers      
SHE THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY  
 God why  
I REALLY LOVE HER  
My growing pains is the breaking of my cocksure shell that encloses my fucking understanding.  
 
I'm a true fucking asshole  
 
When I say I love you  
, I don’t say it casually.  
 I say it to remind you that you are my everything  
She's the best thing that has ever happened to me in my intoxicated life.  
 
I hate looking out my filthy little window  
Where ever I find myself alone looking out my contaminated window  
I'm wishing I was somewhere else