Damaged

I am damaged beyond repair,
And I don't give a damn who who even cares.
I want to be alone so I can cry,
Because that's the only way I know how to get by!
Sometimes I drink myself silly to ease the pain,
Because truthfully what's there to gain!
Sometimes I pretend to be happy and whole,
The broken pieces of me no on knows.
It hurts to live...it hurts to breathe,
Can someone stop the pain please?
I am so damaged and need know how to fix it,
I don't like it...NOT ONE BIT!
There isn't much keeping me here,
I'm so tired of each and every tear!
I'm already dead inside so what's the point of being alive,
I'm living my damn life as a lie!
There's no point to trying to help me,
It is useless so just let me be!
Eventually I will hurt you too,
Because without meaning to I always do!
I'm just damaged so throw me away,
Do it now so you can free up your day.
You don't need to do it anymore,
Please keep walking and close the door!
I don't need you...and you sure as hell don't need me,
So with all my heart I'm setting you free!
Soar high with all your might,
You don't have to fight my fight!
I kiss and hug you for old times sake,
For loving me was a huge mistake!