TRAPPED

don't want to dwell on the past, the present or the future
all the pain of years of memories, broken dreams, empty promises
a taste of what could have been what would have been
when my world finally stood still.
 
I close my eyes and sink deep within myself
the emptiness, the loneliness, the confusion and the fears
that has drowned me in life misery
as it pulled me into the black hole of death.
 
where did it begin the uncertainty of life
the depression of time as it swallows me  a little at a time
another day with in the darkness of my mind  
here I remain trapped in my own prison
closed never to be seen again.