.....Searching....

My feelings for you I cannot explain... from the time of my birth I started searching this Earth... not accepting my surroundings this was not where I belong...  never caring to pay attention  to what I was taught  knowing it was irrelevant to my task at hand.. I found my own lessons to walk  which brings me to who I am... listening to the voice inside knowing it was guiding me  to be the person I must be in order to find my other half ...taken from my lover a long time ago... a vision I've seen a heartbeat Ive felt an essence I've known but the true picture unseen and unknown ..in the eyes of similar Shadows I look for you but again and again it rings untrue for How Could my love be so cruel to me... searching on I did when I gave up hope How could a little girls dream possibly come true...  
Oh my ...the first time my eyes met yours on that screen it was as if I was the only thing you were looking at an instant connection... I started searching for a wayZ to touch you even in just the most mysterious of wayZ .. then one day sitting on my derriere I heard a whisper of words that seem to be directing my path.. I started looking for little notes that were passed could it be could that be real Maybe let's try this and see what happenZ... lo and behold the light shines brighter and hope becomes relevant that you might be searching for me Too...  
Each day I find mysterious and wonderful at the hope that one day I feel your warm touch .. Your kiss on my lips.. your warm breath Whispers in my ear telling me how you finally found me after searching all these years....