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3:04

The voice and the texts were still there.
Inviting, enticing you to listen and enjoy yourself.
Strip, touch.
Press play.

To me,
Now they seem hollow.

Seventeen
When I found him
And his catalogue of orgasm inducing recordings -
A gift!
To a virgin -
Me.

Deep voice
And Irish charms
Led to dream worlds,
Dream touches,
Dream love,
Dream fuck.

Dream man.

There were many faceless men in my discovery
They're just voices.
Men who voices fantasy
And depravity
And wonder
And gentleness.
The cushion, the comfort,
The spunk and spanks.

Until you return to the real world.
Until they return to the real world.

Them -
Blissed, hitched.
You -
Pissed at things you shouldn't think.
But do anyway.

Come and go, cum and go, it seems.
Another one left today.
It's not like there's another way.

The heart is aching,
The mind doesn't know what to think.

The Seventeen Girl is mourning.
They weren't just orgasms, no,
Not for her.
The Nineteen Girl is alarmed at the smoke
She let
Herself cling to.

See, these men
Always have given my dreams
A melancholy taste
And when I almost
Feel fingers trailing down my side
I find nobody -
Nobody there.

When I can almost feel a breath,
Hear a voice so real,
It's just another death of a dream
A dream of quaking bodies and little deaths.

And I
Am left weeping and writhing,
Writing cliches and sentimentalities
At ungodly hours.
For no one.
Going nowhere.

Because this bliss
These blinding lights -
As amazing as they are -
They usually die when I
(once they)

Sign out.





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