Saturday's Bed

Journal Entry   July 29, 20**

Into your arms I fell  
On that bed we lay  
You kissing my back  
my hands in your hair  
You hold my hand as we talk  
My fingers touching your face  
You tell your secrets I tell you mine  
Strange how we can be so  
Familiar and right together After so little time  
The yearning- the want-the heat between us  
THAT is what stays in my mind  
Rubbing and touching  we are spinning and spiraling-  
I want you inside me- all of you  
My lips on your neck My breath in your ear  
Ahh- yes-you found me there  
In my jeans  you had undone  
I brought you a gift I tell you  
I stand up to take off my jeans  
You are right behind me  
As I bend down to take them off  
Your hands on my hips-your hands on my heat  
Turning to look at you-I feel you hot and growing- your cock in my hand now  
Feels so right-my head is spinning  
My body is saying Fuck him  
My head is saying not yet- too soon  
Still stroking you-I stand with my back  
Against your chest- I turn my head to kiss your face-your hands on my belly sliding down to my wet pussy- I smell our desire  
My ass pushes against you-  
I can't stop the want- the heat  
the desire for you to be all in  
My head stops me and I stop you-  
Oh my god- my knees are weak  
We can't do this now-  
Not yet-let's not fuck this up so soon  
I want you in my life forever-not just for today  
I put my jeans back on- you zip back up  
We- breathless-our scents mingled  
We-hold each other not wanting to let go  
But I have an hours drive home and you  
you have work to do-  
we've spent three hours  
On Saturday's bed and it feels like  
We have always been  We  
Let's not fuck this up-not yet  
It's too good-too right  
Let's see how far we can go   together  
On the long drive home-I smile because of YOU- and because I left my panties  
On our Saturday bed.