My Despair

Social interactions are a thing of the past,
My relationships and friendships never seems to last.
Emotions in my head like a cocoon of distress,
My dreams have gone black now I can never be my best.

Heart beating out of my chest like explosions,
Everything I try to fix just ends up broken.
My soul bursting with the blister of life,
And it pains me to tell you that not everything is alright.

Sitting in this room that I can never call home,
With my head in my hand's staring at my phone,
Begging for someone to call, Begging for someone to care,
But no matter how hard I scream no one ever seem's to be there.

So I will sit with this blanket of depression,
Going on each day adding on the the pressure.
Waiting down the time till I fade away,
Because when I do. It will be the beginning of a new day.