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What I Cannot Tell You Today
(I apologize for my last naughty entry and also my avatar. Will change it. I owe dup so much. Thanks.)
I woke up at four am this morning. After about half an hour I got a notification. You showed up on my Kik. You. Daddy. Daddy of them all. You sent me a video which obviously is something favorable, obviously shows appreciation though it might not be inspired by me exactly. I can't believe you wrote me. I can't believe you're thinking about me where you are right now, which is sadly too far away from me. You came back. In some little way. Some little form. I played the cool so well. I was light and cheerful and jovial. Told you in a humorous tone thank you for my morning gift. You wrote back something very complimentary. And texted me a kiss face. I wish I could tell you... Thank you so much for that. I don't want to answer your last message. Don't want you to see I read it. It's you saying "You too" to me telling you to have a great day tomorrow. I want to stop because I'll keep answering. I need to be elusive now, I need to make you think I'm busy, that I have things to do and you're not that big a deal to me. You have no clue of the impact you've had by just writing me. It is truly one of the most wonderful gifts I've ever been given. I love you desperately. Madly. Deeply. Forever. I will love you forever. I can't believe it. I can't believe we are still technically in contact. I wanted to tell you my job is going well. I've been working for about two days now. I didn't want to talk to you too much. I can't tell you that you were everything to me. Everything. That you will always be Daddy. You are Daddy forever to miss Toni. It's late... Maybe you've gone to bed. I can't believe it. I feel like I will be able to work well and happy today. Because of you. Oh my God. I love you so very much. So very much. And I'm leaving you alone, and I'm going to savor the fact you wrote me this morning all day long. Oh my God I love you with everything in my being. Thank you Daddy. Thank you. Thank you.
I woke up at four am this morning. After about half an hour I got a notification. You showed up on my Kik. You. Daddy. Daddy of them all. You sent me a video which obviously is something favorable, obviously shows appreciation though it might not be inspired by me exactly. I can't believe you wrote me. I can't believe you're thinking about me where you are right now, which is sadly too far away from me. You came back. In some little way. Some little form. I played the cool so well. I was light and cheerful and jovial. Told you in a humorous tone thank you for my morning gift. You wrote back something very complimentary. And texted me a kiss face. I wish I could tell you... Thank you so much for that. I don't want to answer your last message. Don't want you to see I read it. It's you saying "You too" to me telling you to have a great day tomorrow. I want to stop because I'll keep answering. I need to be elusive now, I need to make you think I'm busy, that I have things to do and you're not that big a deal to me. You have no clue of the impact you've had by just writing me. It is truly one of the most wonderful gifts I've ever been given. I love you desperately. Madly. Deeply. Forever. I will love you forever. I can't believe it. I can't believe we are still technically in contact. I wanted to tell you my job is going well. I've been working for about two days now. I didn't want to talk to you too much. I can't tell you that you were everything to me. Everything. That you will always be Daddy. You are Daddy forever to miss Toni. It's late... Maybe you've gone to bed. I can't believe it. I feel like I will be able to work well and happy today. Because of you. Oh my God. I love you so very much. So very much. And I'm leaving you alone, and I'm going to savor the fact you wrote me this morning all day long. Oh my God I love you with everything in my being. Thank you Daddy. Thank you. Thank you.
Published 20th Jul 2017
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20th Jul 2017 7:15pm
I just wish your father was more receptive. "I can't tell you that you were everything to me. Everything. That you will always be Daddy. You are Daddy forever to miss Toni." Maybe he already knows. Maybe there's something I'm missing. In any case I'm always fascinated by your work, Miss Toni. Fine job!
23rd Jul 2017 3:19am
Hey Sir Crow. Lol. I'm sorry. I know everyone knows I'm a naughty girl. This isn't about my father. It's for someone I was extremely blessed to have met a while ago. He's definitely Daddy though. I apologize... I have certain pet names of endearment for guys. My favorites are Daddy, my darling son, and baby doll lol. I'm sorry I'm a naughty girl. I'm so happy he wrote me. Cuz he's without a doubt Daddy of them all, just not my actual Daddy. But I hope you're doing well. It's always wonderful to read your comments. Good luck and love to you Sir Crow.
21st Jul 2017 2:55pm
Savoring the moment without expecting or attempting to make it more is a Gift best savored with gratitude. Sounds like you are. ❤
23rd Jul 2017 3:21am
Thanks lovely girlie. It's always so good to hear from you and I hope you're doing great. Love to you Ahavati.
26th Jul 2017 00:46am
You're not lost because we're together. It is true that people can connect with other people in ways like this and it's good to hear you talk about it.
