Cradle

The usual from me. Probably too romantic. I try to behave on dup. Thanks.

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Oh my God. I'm burning up right now. Oh my God. Where's my Daddy... Oh my God I need my sweet Daddy to be pounding me. That's all I want right now. I need him behind me right now, just punishing and abusing and using my body violently. I want to be on my back in front of him and have him grab me by my legs and yank him towards me so I can take him all. I'm just lying in bed alone right now. I want to savor this moment before I satisfy my deep need in me for him. My body... I press my head back into the pillow and shut my eyes closed. And just feel for a moment but don't let myself move. I'm just throbbing everywhere. The need in me is so great for him it's just this horrible ache deep inside me. Why have I always been like this? Why is the need in me so strong for him? It's a little chilly in the room right now... I just pulled up the covers over my naked flesh. Everywhere the blanket touched... It was like fire for him against me. My nipples... Oh my God they need his touch right now. I don't know who he is. He's just someone who's always been inside my mind, a special person, an imaginary friend I make appear when I need him. He's not like the others. He really wants and needs me just like I need him so much. I feel like I want my body to be a cradle to him, for every need and want and desire he has. I just want to feel him everywhere inside and outside of me. I'm just teasing myself right now. Because I know when I start touching myself it will be over too quickly, the need in me for him is too strong. I guess it's simply about, whether I'm conscious of it or not, taking what he needs to give me. Why is that so very beautiful to me... I just... I want my hands everywhere on him, feeling him give harshly to me, feeling the movement of his body as he just... Destroys and owns me and pummels me like a battering ram. Oh my God where is he tonight... It's like a fever in me, it aches and shivers and trembles and pulses and pumps desperate yearning and hunger through every single part of my skin and inside me. Right now... Oh my God. It burns. Everywhere. My breasts almost hurt to belong to him right now. I'm melting away with craving for him. My lower center... There's just no words for it. The need. The wetness. The squeezing my body does for him without me even telling it to. Please Daddy... I wish you were here so bad. I really need to be your cradle, your vessel, your breathing sighing moaning bed where you lie your head, a living soft warm box you store everything you are inside, but with passion and violence and the same need for me like I have for you. When I think about what comes from you when you're satisfied... Oh my God. Please Daddy. Please. Anywhere on or in me. Just let me feel it, taste it... I really crave it anchored deep inside me, but I don't really care, I need to please you, that's important to me you get your pleasure, that you get what you want. It turns me on to know that. I'll take it anywhere you want. It's also okay that you're not really here. I don't think I might ever find you. I'm running out of time actually... In a few years I'll lose you forever, because I'll be at the age I guess where I can't turn your head any longer... But I can't wait any longer now Daddy. I'm squeezing my thighs together now... I need to take you now, even if you only are joining with me inside my head. My hand can be you for now. My fingers... It will be over so soon when I begin. I'm so close already. And in my dreams you're above me, and I'm just a small weak little girl in your arms. And it's the most delicious wonderful feeling in the world. There's never been anything like it for me in my whole life, nothing better, nothing that ever came close. Take me now Daddy. I'm ready. So very ready. Ready to be your cradle.