Frustrated

Frustrated

Feeling frustrated trying to please people that just don’t care makes me frustrated as hell trying to make them see that they are not the only person in the room feeling frustrated with it all try hard not to lose my shit now I can see how hard it would be too run a country all on your own,

I feel frustrated with the world no one seems to care if you succeed or fail it’s all a bit too much for me I feel frustrated with the rich and the poor the gap is just getting bigger all the time I feel frustrated with the human race we only have one planet and we are destroying it at an alarming rate,

I feel frustrated with being kept on hold while on the phone its already been 22 minutes and waiting I feel frustrated as no one seems to want to hold up to their end of the bargain I feel frustrated that modern technology never works just like it should I feel frustrated because god never made men and women equal

I feel frustrated with my ex-wife as all she did was fuck someone else and leave me for dead taking her promises with her to always have my back no matter what now 10 years later she does not want to even know me

I feel frustrated as fuck that everybody try’s and use you for their own needs no matter if its sexual or your own tool or money I feel frustrated because I should not have to watch my mother kill my dead beat step father because he was beating on me and my mother I feel frustrated because some people try and paint my mother as this amazing woman when all she ever was is an abuser just like the step father I feel frustrated because my body is falling apart because of my arthritis and I can no longer feel strong like a man

I feel frustrated because after 37 minutes I’m still on hold on the phone I feel frustrated because I am forgetting things all the time this is not good I feel frustrated because I was held against my will for 20 years till I escaped in the middle of the night I feel frustrated as I feel that I am underappreciated for all that I do for people

I feel frustrated because I can’t read now without my glasses as it’s all a blur I feel frustrated because the music that is hon hold on the phone is stupid is that supposed to keep you on the line? I feel frustrated as it is now 49 minutes on hold is this an acceptable time limit? I feel frustrated also because they don’t give you someone that can speak proper English I just feel frustrated,

I feel frustrated that you can’t a good deal for the internet living in the bush its all to do with costs even though the company makes billions of dollars profit and they can’t fix easy fixed problems I feel frustrated because the native people of Australia are better treated than the rest of us because our four fathers killed off a lot of them so now we have to pay them

I feel frustrated with everything and I’m  still on hold now going on now for 61 minutes only to be put on hold again because they need to figure out what the issue is for another 25 minutes as no one seems to know what is going on and you get put on to one department to another and most of whom can’t speak English they are very hard to understand I feel frustrated because I am frustrated.