devastation

The devastation that wreaks havoc in someone's mind can tear time it's self apart
the havoc that comes from deep within has no turn off switch you over think things which should be simple enough tell her to go to hell but the thought of that alone makes you feel sick to your core,

the devastation that wreaks havoc in your mind is mixed feelings of guilt, loss, want, hurt, need, closure, completeness, love, hate, anger, loneliness, emptiness it almost pushes you to the point of going crazy insane all because you struggle to let it all go,
it eats at you like a cancer no one knows how to cut it out and survive and come out the other side.