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Analytical Chaos
Deep breaths of air
Heating the flare ups
Tying the hair up
Pacing back and forth
on chaotic turf
Unruly earth
Firing her needs beneath my feet
Grass beneath
dirt deep
Devouring nutrients through the veins in which it feeds
Thoughts flowing at an alarming pace
Heart beating to its own race
Every cerebral creation harder to face
Panic in full attack mode
You know that line you love?
That one you keep thinking of...
Staying in the back of your mental space
Giving you a secret hiding place,
A universal getaway
An intellectual hideaway....
I hold on to it so tight....
Protect it with such fight,
Fear ends up being the companion that stays to warm my nights
Scripts getting thrown away,
Asked the god-dess to soothe my way
Retract the turmoil,
bury it deep in the soil
The zombie like state of mind is all they use to mend
They wrote me poison with their pens
Tried to feed me numbing sensations
Not knowing that mute emotion was the trigger to my hallucinations
My ego tisked at the radical idea of changing my brain
My brain?
I would be insane to let them be so vain
You dare to touch in my sane?
Where I say I'm just a plane old Mary Jane
Whose to smart for the streets so it's impossible to play the game
Pawned off in one to many ways
Life twisted into a Rubix cube,
Shoveling feelings in all directions,
The maze turning different colors in each reflection
And the desire to soothe ended up watching me walk the other direction
Deep breathes
That's the sedation
Ink is the medication
Excuse me while I inject myself with self love and revelations
Because I am my own temptation
Published 6th Jul 2017
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Anonymous
6th Jul 2017 7:05pm
After the anxious feel of the rest of the poem, that last stanza and lines...I don't know how you do it, but you keep stealing my thoughts and wording them flawlessly. I'm keeping this one in sight. Thank you
6th Jul 2017 8:22pm
You are most welcome love. Inspiring as always and overstand to the fullest. As you felt the anxiety that bled from my mental space as I wrote this. In return....thank you <3
6th Jul 2017 7:21pm
the way you have with words are unquestionably worthy of a comment as much as a moment of silence.... you're truly admired.
6th Jul 2017 8:23pm
That makes my heart flush....thank you. Sometimes silence is louder then noise itself. <3
7th Jul 2017 00:34am
7th Jul 2017 4:02pm
7th Jul 2017 4:52am
Simply amazing write. Love the flow, as always, the imagery is quite breath taking.
~anonshadow
~anonshadow
7th Jul 2017 4:03pm
Anonymous
7th Jul 2017 6:59am
Oh my dear...I read this and I was right along side you...I am out of room here but this will be close regardless, Chaos will be hanging onto this one...I tip my hat to you, yet again...
xoxo Taryn
xoxo Taryn
7th Jul 2017 4:05pm
For you to keep any of my pieces close on any way is an honor taryn. You know I admire your pen and I tip my hat graciously back to you. <3
7th Jul 2017 7:13am
The flow of your inner realm is simply mesmerizing. .the crescendos. .the depths. ...in how your quill sways.... Your supply if inspiration is endless LA.....
7th Jul 2017 4:07pm
Thank you naaj. Sometimes, when I'm lucky, I can turn off the world and let my mind and pen control....''tis the best therapy for me by far. Thank you for reading.
