Evanescent Pain

All you gave me  
Was a half life
Full of fake smiles
And untrue love
Making me feel  
Unworthy of
Any and all
All though
I've released your grip  
Upon my life
I still feel the bruise
You left inside
I am slowly
Building my confidence  
Becoming my own
Person again
Remembering who I was  
Before you poisoned me
With your deceitful ways
My brain still battles  
With itself  
Telling me  
What you once did
But soon I will erase  
It all
Because those words
You spit
Do not exist
For they were lies
And I realize
I am worth so much more