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No Tomorrow

when you find the one
isn't that happily ever after?
not every moment is bliss
and frankly, I fought more than most
you see, darling...
some things were meant to be
thankfully that was not you and me   
and I may hate my lover at times
but I would take a bullet for her
not trying to be mean
I'm just getting tired of explaining
so let me say it clearly
if you need a friend, I'm here
and that's as far as we go
 
I do try to be the good guy
but I'm just a man after all
still falling into foolish games
when will I grow up?
realizing I'm just fucked
there's no winning
ladykilla is born to break some hearts
so to whom it my concern
I made my choices
and you made yours
sorry if I'm not the guy that you thought
but you're not exactly the girl that I want, ether
maybe goodbye isn't that hard to say
when we only talk about how I fucked up
 
my patience only goes so far
my care will eventually run out
now tell me...
how far do you want to take this?
because all I really needed was a friend
not some secondary lover
yeah, I was there for you
and you were there for me too
doesn't mean I'm going to give up everything
for a chance at a love I never needed
still I asked you to stay in my life
and maybe that was wrong of me
knowing how feelings are
 
common sense ain't so common these days
It takes more to ride the high road  
when everyone has pride
In being spineless assholes
Is my home and family really enough?
Is it enough to kill the loneliness inside?
somedays yes and some days no  
truth is I'm fake
truth is I'm a hatful fuck
behide these caring eyes of mine, is darkness
that's something I leaned to accept    
just like I needed to accept
our so called "forever friends"  
ends here
Written by LadyKilla
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