And it wasn't

It wasn't because
You weren't enough
it was because my
mind is constantly playing
catch up with itself and
Isn't strong enough to
play push and pull with
your moods

Back and forth
See-saw
I love you
Fuck off
I hate you
Please stay

When all I did
was try to be
as there as I could
Hold you while you cried
over the phone at midnight
not caring about my
mood.

Final straw
'You disrespected me'
When I barely said 'hello'
By text that day
Phantom Reasons
But I've not got
enough seasons
To play catch up
When you're a bus on fire
crashing regardless
of my relentless efforts

'Open relationship'
A joke
Your girl cried to me
because she can't deal

But neither can I
I just wish you
fought to keep
me.