Far Away

Fantasies.... A mire alternate universe where people want to escape; for Wishes, Love, Wonders, and deepest desires. I find myself there a lot, cause its painless. Where Hidden Dreams frolic and indulge a fake reality. where smiles are not as unnatural, & emotions are raw. As I leave my physical appearance to stay present in this world. My mind is there. Filled with forbidden Desire, unspoken dreams, & Alienated aspirations . It pains me to return, return here. Where sorrow overwhelms your body and all you can do is hide emptiness with yet a doubted smile. Lying everyday to yourself, just to make it through the next second, one more minute, & yet another hour. Emptiness NEVER felt so heavy.
   Feeling to the point where the foundation of your life is slowly disintegrating & all you're left with is broken promises, that you made to yourself. Alone is how I am, so alone is where I stand. Until I can allow my mind to departure away from this world and into my alternate universe where I feel needed. Where a happy ending can exist, where freedom feels reinvigorating & the tears mean something other than pain. Some where Far Away.... From Life Itself.