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Mother. (Love/Hate)

Love
I respect you to no end deep down
After my father
That fucking dead beat loser
Left you with a child and an std
Cheated on you the day I was born
What a prick
But that's besides the point
You kept me around
Never gave up
Raised my stupid crazy ass on your own along with multiple other children
and I gave you a lot of hard times
Said a lot of terrible things
and for that I apologize
Sometimes I think your the only one in the world who truly has my back
Then again.....sometimes I think...

Hate
You don't listen
You don't hear anyone but yourself
Just like your brother whom you talk so much shit about
You have a new husband
2 kids with him
You have the all American family
But you each have a bastard child on the side
Taking his side even when he's in the wrong
Just to not upset him
Just like your mother
Whom you also talk so much shit about
Only worried about your own feelings
You sent me away
Gave me to the state
Kept me locked up in jail and institutions for 3 years
Enabled me to be lazy once I got out
Then complained about it later on

Fuck!!
Too many mixed feelings
How do I begin to explain
You will never know me the way you feel you do
But mabey that's the way it ought to be
Mabey your not supposed to know
Mabey I won't know you in that way either
We're too different
You'll always look at me and see my prick father
You taught me a few things
But all I remember
Is love
and hate.....
Written by Skump_1 (Skump Davis)
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