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The voices.(Schizo Part 2)

There's alot that goes on within my head  
Most of it I don't understand  
Scientists say we use only 10% of our brain
and the rest is just left to wander  
I feel only part of that is true  
For the other 90% of mine is occupied by another being  
Who is the little girl who's voice echoes in my brain? Who's voice is it that tells me to do destructive and disgusting things?  
Almost as a voice of reason.  
Can justify even the worst of behavior.  
But it's more. Terrible memories flow through my cerebral cortex like a river of shit.  
I re live them, as if they are happening again  
I yell. I scream as if I'm back in one of many situations.  
I have conversations with people who are not there.  
Even with no answer, I ask questions. I feel relieved a bit for some odd reason.
I'm lost
A strange man in a strange land  
Part of me enjoys this  
As I know I'm not a robot
I wander this town watching everyone live they're life in order to please someone else
Sometimes I wish I could be a robot
If only for a day  
Then other times I think,
Fuck that
Why does everything have to be so complicated?
I won't ever know
All I can do is push forward
Move on
Get over the bullshit  
.......and wait to die
Written by Skump_1 (Skump Davis)
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