My disturbing love for you

                                             Your body, so beautiful
                                 as usual, you began to make me desire you
                                 I continue to stare without a single care
                                 I walk closer, I smell your pleasant odor
                                 as I get a hard boner, I am delighted as i return home,
                                as I invite you to my welcoming home, to a foam bed
                                as your head gets filled with lead you drop dead onto
                                your death bed, not a scream or a whimper, just the sound
                               of me releasing the trigger, your body, pale and lifeless
                               I begin to remember the hell you put me through, as it feels
                               righteous, I flee the scene, as i rip my jeans, making my way through
                              in my tennis shoes i run and run until boom, i was doomed...