Another same ol' same

"Standing on this 100 ft ledge 'bout to jump off.
sick of life so just fuck off.
i have no more options not a choice.
shut the fuck up i don't wanna hear your voice.
you mutha fuckaz know who the fuck i am.
i'm the same mutha fucka yall can't stand.
guess what mutha fuckaz,i really don't giva damn.
i'm gonna do whatever the fuck it iz i wanna do.
there iz no more me and you.
cause me and you are fucking through.
mutha fuckaz in this world only care about themselves.
well all those ungratefull prickz can just go to hell.
it sayz in the bible it'z better to give than to recieve.
i don't giva fuck if your tired of hearing it,just leave.
i'm not afraid to admit that i'm a sinner and have fallen short from the glory of god.
regardless whut you say he iz with me his staff and rod.
i believe in jesus and his wordz.
those that don't and only care about their own wordz.
i pray for their asses and hope they find thy lord today.
now i feel like going back to the main topic.
if and when i decide to take my own life,that's my decision and you can't stop it.
this iz me this iz who i be.
Larry j or my alias the mutha fuckin' B.E.D.
money,friendz and family i've lost some of each.
mutha fuckaz that know me dispise me cause i like to preach.
either it'z sin or the bible that i speak.
mutha fuck those mutha fuckaz that hate on me in these wicked azz streetz.
the difference between me and you.
iz that although you hate me i don't hate you.
i really do honestly got nuthin' but love for you.
i know i'm lazy and crazy.
i also know you don't love me.
sometimes i feel as if i'm going to lose  my fucking mind.
sometimes i feel as if i'm going to blackout for i'm financially in a bind.
got $15,000 in hospital billz,that's why my credit iz bad.
none of that shitz funny,i know it'z all bad.
yes it does make me feel all so sad.
i gotta migraine kickin' like a bass drum.
pop these pillz to stop it,plus my brain the pillz numb.
sometimes when i'm sad and blue i'll walk in the pourin' rain.
the water soakin' my hair and clothes eases my mental pain.
now after thinkin' about it,i'm not gonna take my life.
i'm just gonna kick back and relax,grab my pen and just write.
i feel as if i'm gonna just stop right here on this.
those that love me,i love you,those that don't love me................"SUCK MY MUTHA FUCKIN' DICK BITCHEZ"!!!!!!!!!!!!