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Editing the Cottonwood

Everyone is enjoying their breakfast    
the church of bacon and dry toast    
clink of knives and forks against    
water glasses and coffee cups  
   
while my fruit parfait slowly  
swallows its nesting spoon.    
   
Old friends come to stay    
and I'm rememberin'  
hangovers are hell.  
   
The restaurant is packed;    
they ask, "Why so quiet, Tamster?"  
[insert much winking and snickers]  
I don’t know what to say  
to get ‘em to leave me alone  
with the view, cept, maybe...    
   
“A.S.P.I.R.I.N.”    
   
They laugh, their eggs    
running sunny side up  
with their heads cut off  
makes my stomach roll.    
   
They turn to each other again;  
I thank God for small things.    
   
The cottonwood swirling outside  
of the window has kidnapped me  
edits my imagination; blizzards  
of Poetry against drifts of yellow    
verse under a TOO bright sun  
even with sunglasses on.    
   
I chuckle to myself but not loud enough  
to get their attention; we all resemble    
Plain-clothed agents this morning  
God knows how we smell.    
   
If ever I didn’t belong anywhere,    
It’s here in this over-crowded    
noisy-ass restaurant    
without paper or pen    
to write with.    
   
Damn cloth napkins.    
   
I contemplate toilet paper  
in the Ladies Room  
and the red kiddie crayon  
lying on the next table.    
   
This unfolding epiphany  
from an aching head    
too tired to stop the train-  
wreck of a Poem seeking  
any place to quickly crash.  
   
Escape the dictational route  
of the tracks bound    
to its wheels like handcuffs,  
create a Poetry commune  
somewhere in the desert.    
   
I don’t want the moon  
the stars or the sun,  
the sky the rain the wind  
planets of the Universe  
nor the wealth or status    
of the upper echelon.    
   
Only these poetic interludes  
between us, and perhaps    
a gentle and patient Wisdom    
   
to not fuck up the greatest  
Happiness I’ve ever found.    
~
Written by Ahavati (Tams)
Published | Edited 17th May 2017
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