Organic Intelligence

I find knowledge in the midst of muddied waters
Sit still inside my mind
And let it settle in the chaos  
Not even thoughtful
it's hard though
the digital dimension is a frequency bambardo
Smoothing out our waves
to make the lesser seem more artful
All it's ever been about
was in's and out's of whims and doubts
Made to make you struggle
because it thins you out
See, I've been hiding in the fishbowl
Minimize my ripple
Cramp my spirit short and describe
 the whole damn pickle
But the spirit has a way of dropping on me like a missle
And I can't breathe and I bleed
out a gash from the glass that just broke
And the tidal wave I've now made don't miss most
And I find the rhythms panic making sick sense
Everything I know is artificial  
(trust me i googled it)
I look inside and find organic intelligence