There IS no turning back

Could somebody
please
help me
I cannot do it
on my own
I want to go back
along this path
back to my own
personal crossroad
where I used to sit
under this skeletal  tree
of my sanity
happily comfortably  
numb
watching
and believing
every word
and every thing
I see
on my TV screen
that whispers to me
on every frequency
this
is how life
really is
where you give up
your kids
to the ignorant bliss
of a life
that has
no meaning