call me

so it's once again it's about that time  
we try decipher, translate, interpretate, negotiate
& find out why, exactly why fate fucks us up so?
no really?
i dare to defy answer..
besides the logic of physics, laws of attraction,
but not really ready to own an affirmation of mine
i am once again fucked up by fate
fuck u fate..
fucked over once again by fate..
determined u dictate, indoctrinated my
persuasion once again persicuted
and the"i" "the me" powerless & amused
yet left with no option and accused
of openly orientating every occasion
[honored u think me that capable]
but no. here i am hostage and helpless
homeless heart and all
just waiting no fight in me no more
your turn, u can call me..ok


over and out