Krig Internt

So many emotions I still
Keep inside
For my past still haunts me
I try
I really do
But inside
There is a war
With the words
That were fed to me
For way to long
Most days
I win the fight
On some nights
My insecurities
And fears
Take over
And when I lose
It carries over to reality
And it really sucks
Cause I'm fighting an
imaginary war inside
That no one else
Can see
Or feel
It's hard to describe
If you've never been through
Your own personal hell